每天在练音乐中盲目的忙着练，是乎是为了成功而渐渐的把原本的目标给忘了。
以前我只是当音乐为一种兴趣，并没有想要发展它。
FORM 2 当年我参与了彼岸法音，认识了师父。他给我机会作曲，让我发现了自己其实对音乐很有兴趣。。。
现在我练习的心态，是为了成功，为了好成绩。那种热爱，感情，好像都没了：有如空壳一样。有时还会出现放弃的念头呢！
我的邻居有个较老的伯伯，听说他中风的。。。他时常会在傍晚，坐在屋外吹风。
今晚，出乎意料。
他把椅子搬到我家们外坐着看我弹钢琴。
我在练着技巧练习曲，一看到他，连E FLAT 调的SCALES都忘了怎么弹。其实不是怕出丑，是怕我还他晕倒。
我赶快把SCALES结束掉，就把曲子的乐谱拿出来。那时我想起，我想弹钢琴让人找回平安，宁静，喜悦。我想让音符传入别人心中。跟他招招手后，我就尽力把心中的一切一切弹出来给他听。 （老师，请你不要吐）
我希望音乐能够陪伴别人，让他们不会孤单。
我希望弹出的歌，可以给人勇气和感动。
我希望曲子，能够牵着他人的心情，变得快乐自在。
“小小的演奏”给我带来了好多启示。也许表演，不需要华丽的歌台，不需要名贵的钢琴。加强以下技巧，把心打开，就应该能够跟别人“沟通”了吧？可惜我还做不到。。。但是，沟通本来就不容易，我需要时间！现在找回了原本的心，我感到更开心了。。。原本绝望的我，又用一点勇气了！
我弹了BACH，像在教堂里的歌曲，再弹COPLAND顽皮的JAZZ曲子，加上我有够差的BEETHOVEN的SONATA。伯伯都笑脸的听着。（幸好！他没晕倒，不然我就会被告上法庭了）弹完后，他就回了。
我觉得很开心。我的目的就是。。。
With a little music, peace and happiness can find its way into peoples' hearts.
I'd like to do that someday, make others feel better and inspire them to become stronger. I'll grow along in the way, while hoping that whoever listens will have a good day.
Freddy, if you're reading this. Do not throw up. It's good to dream big, is it not? Wahahha.
11 comments:
hmm nic.. maybe you should post your play pieces on your blog.. maybe it'll attract more traffic :O
It is great that you have the passion. Keep it up, I know you will sucess one day..
我觉得那老人根本就晕倒的原因是，你说他中风。。。那他也躲不开那天的悲剧，只好。。。。。。
wakaka
-yau-
ranmaru,
trust me. Go youtube Glenn Gould, Alexis Bledel and some Gershwin. they're better.
buggy,
hahaa, i INTEND to. *wink*
Anonymous,
Thanks for the encouragement. who're u?
yau,
you are sipek sui leh, haha. he is better liao.
hey ran, give her a break. she's just modest at what she does. honestly, remarks like that are somewhat accusatory, and are more likely to rile someone than anything else. its ok to criticize, but please do so in a positive way? people will love you for it.
puff, first comment here, so great blog you've put up. the dedication you've put into it is evident.
as for this post on music, though im no maestro on anything, i know that performing for others is probably one of most important sources of motivation you can find, aside from competition. so when you're free, feel free to invite us
goonies over to comment on your playing. we all know you're just dying to show off your sonata :P.
er, *waves a white flag*. no offense intended. sorry man.
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