It has been what… 4 years?

Hi readers, if I have any readers left!

 How long has it been since I last updated this? I don't even remember how I ran into my blog today! This is quite helpful, actually, as I do need the writing practice. Speak less, write more. Save my endless questions and the "I wonder why…" moments for here.


A lot has changed in the past four years. You know that feeling, when you read your old diary and you wonder why you would say certain things? My first response was, "Oh god, I need to change that profile pic!" And I did! I should have kept that old picture with me in braces and nerd-short hair before I removed it though. Ah well, perhaps in the next five years.

Then, I had to check out the past comments. I have to say, I am surprised at how many people asked if I am still alive, or if I'm dead. I guess they should have just checked for my Facebook instead.

 I wonder why I used to care so much about what people would say? We all care, to a certain extent. I was called things from stupid to slut to unmusical to weird. Perhaps, if we don't let names define us, our life can get better. The good news is, it's true. Life did get better when I let go of all the packages of names that people have given me. For what it's worth. I'm glad for everything that has happened. Really.

Are you asking if I'd like someone to randomly yell profanities or attack me now so I can just be grateful? Not really, that would be contrived; and you would have to be a bitch to do that.

 My blog used to be named LiTTle WonDeRs. Of course I had to change that. I guess I used to be so hopeful and in awe. I still am, but I've come to realize that my awe and wonder comes in none other than random blobs and blubbers. Thus, the new name will stay for now. After all, I quite like its obnoxious-ness.

 I also changed the layout. I wonder what I else I can do with blogger.com. Should I make a new blog and start, well, anew? Or should I continue here? My old layout had a weird color scheme; I think I'll go with this bunny gardens and sunshine one.

 For the record, yes, I am still alive. And oh - I should update my other writing website too. Now, if only I could remember my own URLs…